Friday, February 21, 2014

Whimper

She makes a cut so deep
The pain she can’t believe
Her vision is blurring
Her world is stirring
The blood pools on the ground
Her whimper is the only sound
It’s what manages to escape
They will be too late
She’s already turning cold
The razor she still holds
It’s slipping from her grasp
Her life isn’t going to last
She slips into a state of dreams
And lets out one final scream



Damage

It’s time for me to leave
To stop wearing it on my sleeve
To harden up and put it away
So forever safe it will stay
It can’t take much more
Getting stepped into the floor
It is no longer able to manage
Through all the intense damage
It has suffered through the years
But it never once shed a tear
So you can tell it’s still strong
But it won’t be for long
If it keeps being torn apart

So it resides in the dark

Need

I want him, I can’t deny it
Especially when in front of me he sits
And I catch him staring at my lips
To wet his, out his tongue slips
It makes my body feel so warm
When he pulls me into his arms
I want to forever live in his embrace
His simple touch makes my heart race
He makes my breathing turn shallow
He’s touching me everywhere my skin allows
As he nips at my neck
Teeth grazing with every peck
His hand travels up my thigh
With him I give a satisfied sigh
I can feel him harden against me
Making it even harder to breathe
I’m filled with so much want and need
I’m starting to beg and plead
For him to finally sink deep inside

So I can finally feel alive

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Broken Heart


Tears keep pouring down like rain.
I just can’t take any more of this pain.
I let you in and you walked out.
Not really knowing what we were about.
Everyone warned me but I didn’t listen.
I thought I knew and nothing was missin’.
I thought I was right and nothing was wrong.
You were just playing me all along.
And now I’m in this deep depression.
I just never seem to learn my lesson.
Why are these demons taking over me?
I just want them to let me be.
I thought it was perfect, then it all crashed.
My heart was the only thing that got smashed.
You walked away like it was nothing.
But you can’t tell me you didn’t feel something.
Now I’m lost and can’t find my out
All I can do is scream and shout.
Hoping that someone can hear me.
And come help me through all this misery.
I fought and fought I just can’t win.
And now you want me to let you back in.
Piece by piece you tore me apart.
Can’t you see, you caused my broken heart.